Before I close the book on my sexy otter, I wanted to go over everything I did with him, and then I realized it would be kind of nice to stitch it all together so I could see what we did. I have GOBS of pictures of him still that I will make selections from and try to be concise... but this is really fun to see for me. I end up having these really personal emotional connections to the men I meet. And of course, some of them come and go... the heterosexual ones especially go on with their lives, but usually they all do. I am sort of like the Charlotte ('s Web) of bondage players. But then again, new ones come into my life. Currently, I am building a new "family" of subs that I want to sort of focus on for however long I can. Mostly, that would be the men you have seen recently. But there are also a few I have heard from on social media too that have never been into bondage really, or the power-transfer risk you take emotionally, who have reached out. These will be the people I divide my time up with. Looking at the calendar and the number of weeks available in a year... and the fact that some of them stay with me for days, I have to pare down the size of my "playlist" because I genuinely get super attached emotionally and psychologically to each one. So... you should probably expect to see me focusing my love on guys like Jonah Fontana, Blake Hunter (I'm excited about him and he's visiting in a couple of weeks for 4 days), Vander Pulaski, Jack Vidra, JimmyUSMC, Devin Franco, Wolfie, and a few others who work in the porn realm, and then there are others who have approached me, like this hairy sexy submissive male in Pasadena who messaged me while I was there, I intend to transform him and bring him under my umbrella. I can think of a few others like this. Mainly because I think all these men have the capacity to love me back, and keep it all within the comfortable realm of family values.
In terms of using my time wisely and being pragmatic, this makes more sense to me than to pursue every hot porn star who might be open to doing sessions with me. I can then build on what I have already with those that have let me know that they love what I do and what it means to them, and to all of us gay bondage babies. It just feels more potent when this type of play goes hand-in-hand with the right motivations, which is to love and be vulnerable with each other.
So that's the plan folks. Be on the look out for me to have a "Heavy Rotation" of players that I have invested in, and then don't be surprised if the occasional big name porn star hits me up, or if I hit one up and it works out. But in the meantime, I want to focus on quality connections. As many as I can responsibly manage!!
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